That's how I have felt this week. I don't know if I am just depressed or if I don't feel well. It's probably a combination of both. I haven't really felt "fine" for several weeks. I don't seem to have much energy and I have no desire to do anything. Hopefully this will pass eventually. I don't like feeling this way and I am sure those I am around don't like it either. Right now I feel as if I could crawl in a cave and bawl my eyes out. But I don't know about what I would be so sad about. I think I need help!
Tomorrow I was planning to go with a group of ladies from church on a 'junkin' trip. They are going up to Warsaw to a cabin belonging to the sister of the preacher's wife. Then after a picnic lunch and some relaxation we were to go to some flea markets and finally eat supper at some restaurant in Warsaw that is supposed to be excellent. But I cancelled out on the trip. Because I don't really feel good I was afraid I wouldn't enjoy it. Maybe next time.
My doctor's appointment went as I had hoped this week. I was there for over an hour getting poked and prodded. The final decision was to go ahead and have a hysterectomy--what I wanted to do last year. But I am being sent back to the specialist in Springfield who can use the new robot, the DaVinci, to do the surgery. That's because I've had abdominal surgery before and with the scar tissue it might not be possible to do the surgery without having to make an incision. The robot will have a better chance of working around the tissue. Now it is just a waiting game to get an appointment with this doctor and get the procedure scheduled. I am hoping that we can wait until after the 18th of December. Then my busy time of the year will be over. Wait....wait....wait. That's all I can do right now
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